Last week I got a new surfboard. I’m so excited, but I found myself afraid to share about it. I’ve been careful who I’ve told before now. This wasn’t an impulsive purchase, I’ve been looking into getting a new board for a couple years. There was a part of me that felt a bit guilty about getting it. Who am I a person who earns so little and has been given so much to purchase such an expensive luxury? Those feelings have come up a lot over the years since Kerry got sick. The ne